Wow! I cannot believe it has almost been almost two years since I blogged! As I was reading past posts, I thought, who wrote these? LOL This was a very wise woman...This woman is pretty smart! LOL I had to recheck to make sure they were MY blogs. Now I am wondering where did all my wisdom go? Where did my faith falter? When did I lose all that confidence? Where has all my joy gone? Have I allowed the devil in to steal my joy? Has lack of control over circumstances stolen my confidence? Has my wisdom turned into the unknown? This woman had it together! Where is she now?!!!
Well, a lot has happened. Life changing experiences. Some I will share, some not. Most recently, I lost my Mom, friend, confident. I still have a hard time believing it's real. I pick up the phone to call her...only to remember she won't answer. I think, I have to go by Mom's for this or that...only to remember, she's not there. Every day is a new reminder that I will never see her on this earth again. I miss her so much!
My eldest daughter and her son moved in with us a few months ago. As much as I love my children, it is an adjustment for everyone when two families live in the same household. Especially when they have children of their own.
In March of 2011, I lost my step-father. He was a wonderful man. The epitome of a gentleman. He put my mother up on a pedal-stool and treated her with the up-most respect. I don't think she was ever happy after he died. She missed him very much. It hurt to see her so sad and lonely for him.
Today I thought I would fill you in on the last two years. It's been pretty much a roller coaster ride. I am hoping we are coming to the smooth part. I know God has been with me through it all, else I would not have made it. I think now I will pull my boots up by the straps and continue on. For if God be for me, who can be against me?
Sometimes you gotta call a spade a spade....
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